Now...

I only miss you

when I am THERE.

In that position...

In that space

feeling the things I used to feel

when I was feeling them for you.

So I don't

or I try not to

so I can erase

or at least continue to believe

that a good thing came to an end

though this wasn't something good

what I felt

what you made me feel

when I was with or without you.