Well, I have officially done EVERYTHING I have said I would NEVER do (except for killing people, molesting children and torturing small animals). I thought I would feel worse about the whole thing but ironically, I don't. Frankly, I don't care and it is just that which makes it so troublesome.
This year has been so full of lessons and experiences that when I write my year's end review, I'm going to need to be quite hammered just so I don't feel so bad about myself.
Anyway, I'm moving on Saturday. Well, I'm coming back for the Christmas holiday but unless something major happens like me having a nervous breakdown or getting struck by lightning, I am moving to Miami. Again. (see? something I said I would NEVER do) In general I am very excited because I am going to be doing something completely different than what I've been doing but I'm also nervous. As I've gotten older I've started to get freaked out about little things; in that way, I liked myself better when I was young and careless (stupid).
But just like with everything else, I am hopeful and optimistic and I believe that this is a very powerful combination. It is the kind of combination that can change your life for the better...