You won... and I didn't even know I was in competition with anyone- let alone someone I didn't even know existed.
I wish I had found out some other way.
3 days later
-2 pounds later
a box of tissues later
it hasn't gotten any easier.
Saturday night I died and you were what killed me... and to think that you seemed nice enough that we could have been friends.
But I love him.
More than he has ever known.
And as you kissed me hello and goodbye, you didn't know that.
And I probably will never stop loving him
But you are the girlfriend
and I'll respect that.
But make him happier than I ever could...
it'll justify the sadness I feel now.